Possibly

a side-effect of semester 2, where everyone is having a heavy workload and all. To sustain your CAP you often sacrifice much.

For some people their girlfriends are enough. They can skip friends and other stuff.

It's not the same with me see. For my grades, I'm skipping my friends as well as time for myself. This alienates me in turn. And makes me a neurotic basketcase.

I can't write well these days. I feel damn tired. There's no one there to link to. It's hard looking for someone like that, cos' no one wants to be hurt picking the wrong person. But if love is so subjective, then how would you konw you've found the right one?

Encountered some real prudish and touchy person who really killed my day yesterday. Not that it's totally one sided, i was shitty too. But i find that i can justify most of my actions, so bollocks to nothing.

I've taken up to a new hobby: twin song layering. Basically on the computer, you play two songs at the same time, and find two songs that can be played at the same time. I think it's a higher level of musical freshness.

God pray that this sem tides over with less incidents, and that the coming days be ones that I can manage while pulling off a cheeky grin.