Somehow

I need to condition myself to "wait it out". Cos while I have all reasons to believe something will happen as such or the situation is as so-and-so such, sometimes it jsut comes up as the opposite.

Most of the times it's me thinking something's probably fucked but then it turns out it is fine, or I am mistaken. Like the drummer episode. It was his mum who rejected our offer. Not him.

then again, I can't be too happy too soon. 

So what else is there?

I thought that we had something going on, and that this was it, but it turned out otherwise. Yes, I'm still a bit hung up on it. 

But then again, I can't be too sad too soon.

And then again, it probably doesn't mean a thing to be happy or sad. Just get on with life, like you've always have, johnson.

Oh btw today's OMS retreat was fabulous. I tot it was going to be crap but it turned out well.

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