I'll be reckless this time

Yes Phaedre I can't wait to jam again.

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I'm just wondering how am I going to tell Jh that I'm seeking to change direction. My own direction. I'm leaving Car burns Friday behind because it's really bad luck. And I really want to do something that is closer to what I like.

I wonder if he minds if I find another guitarist. I would like Jh to stay the way he is, cos he's just amazing - but all the same i want to open my mind and engage in experimentation. Something beyond the comfort zones. And I've found just the drummer and bassist to do it.

What I need then is another guitarist who is on the same wavelength as me. I can't say that Jh and I are really on the same tracks, and though I think he's a blast, I can't seem to reach out to him. Music to me is about getting someone excited through beats vibes and sounds, and I dun seem to be able to excite him more than Jimi Hendrix does.

I really think that his other band really defines him. Single guitar, all the funk and beats, lots of space, I think he really enjioys himself with the other band. I cannot say the same for this one.

So, I'm being reckless here by posting my thoughts on this blog that millions of readers frequent, because I Don't Know how to explain things to him. Maybe someone will read this and direct him to this post, and he wouldn't be angry or anything. I really, really want to break free from my drudgery and try something new, something that excites me. If I've got to hurt a few people I am sorry, but that has to be done.

I'm disbanding Car Burns Friday, and am taking the bassist away with me to form a new band. May we have a new beginning and fresh experiences.