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I can't help but feel lonely. Heh I am lonely. I hate MSN messenger, but at the same time it's my contact to the human touch. God Bless the monitor.

I'm afraid of myself. Things that happen... things people say... gestures people do, however small, and couple it with a hyper-sensitive mind with boundless imagination tending to the pessimistic side of things...

It can turn the strongest feelings around. Be it happiness, peace... Love.

The most beautiful of the female species can become so specked with blemish in just, one, small little, gesture.

I hate myself.

I love what I've become.

I think I'm going to be a Rock-Star.

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Anyway, did I tell you how much I like Sting and The Police? I just... can't help spoofing their songs.

Really, seriously, it's all because I really love their music and lyrics.

Message in a Portal

Just a castaway, a poor boy lost at work, oh
Another lonely day, with no girl talk to me, oh
More urgency than any man could bear
Rescue me before I fall in a gay pair, oh

Ill send an SMS to the world
Ill send an SMS to the world
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
Message in a portal, yeah
Message in a portal, yeah

A year has passed since I broke my nose
But I should have blown her right from the start
Only hope can keep me together
Love can mend your life but
Love breaks credit card

Ill send an SMS to the world
Ill send an SMS to the world
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
Message in a portal, yeah
Message in a portal, yeah

(ok it's free verse for all here)
Woke up this morning, dont believe what I dreamt
This non-guy non-girl fool walking with my girl
Seems Im gonna do something really fast
Hundred billion hot-blood fools, making all us wimps

Ill send an SMS to the girl
Ill send an SMS to the girl
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
I hope that girl will get my
Message say I like her, yeah
Message say I like her, yeah

Sending out at an SMS
Sending out at an SMS
Sending out at an SMS
Sending out at an SMS
Sending out at an SMS


I hate myself. But I love what I've become.