Been under the weather these few days. Under a cloudy, gloomy weather. It's one slew of sour emotions after another. And it sucks.
Hung out with Thomas and gang on Friday. What can I say?
Went to... B-Quartet on Saturday. What can I say?
Went to... a jam yesterday. What can I say?
See, for 3 days running, it was one sour day after another. Friday started it off, then on saturday it got amplified, then on Sunday i had no mood.
Am I going to die?
For the longest time now I have been putting on a 'facade' as Shawn describes in his latest entry. That 'outspoken', loud, arrogant persona is a accomodation to anyone around me. If you want to be heard, then you got to speak up. And speaking up is not my cup of tea. Really. I'd prefer to stay silent and speak at low tones only that most probably you can't hear me. When you take up a persona you more or less lose some sense of your consciousness of yourself and you react badly to your surroundings.
Went to... B-Quartet on Saturday. What can I say?
Went to... a jam yesterday. What can I say?
See, for 3 days running, it was one sour day after another. Friday started it off, then on saturday it got amplified, then on Sunday i had no mood.
Am I going to die?
For the longest time now I have been putting on a 'facade' as Shawn describes in his latest entry. That 'outspoken', loud, arrogant persona is a accomodation to anyone around me. If you want to be heard, then you got to speak up. And speaking up is not my cup of tea. Really. I'd prefer to stay silent and speak at low tones only that most probably you can't hear me. When you take up a persona you more or less lose some sense of your consciousness of yourself and you react badly to your surroundings.
I am tired of talking to people.
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